| Location | Lee London Se12 |
| Age | 53 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 11/01/1953 |
| Date of Death | 18/09/2006 |
| Visitors | 753 since 02/09/2008 |
| Creator |
james was known as jim to everyone he was married to my mum and they had 4 kids together bernadette
lisa james daniel untill they parted but the love they shared as childhood sweethearts was always
there between them even though they both remarried dad died of lung cancer after just 3 short months
but he suffered so much and was asking for mum although they both new she was unable to go to his
side.we miss dad very much he is never far from our minds and always in our hearts and he is now
reunited with his mum and dad james and laura allen brother reuben and sisters ivy grace and phylis
R.I.P and god bless you all. your loving children bernadette lisa james and danny. love you always
dad xxxx
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS
Wish You Were Here....
Three years have passed
I’ll never forget the day
Someone rang to tell us
That you had gone away
The hurt is the same
Just Like an open wound
Some days the pain is stronger
It makes me sick and weak
and my heart feels so heavy
I just sit here and weep
I shut my private door
And not let no one in
Locking myself in a box
They try, but I won’t give in
You were like a rock
Strong, faithful and true
What's the meaning of life
Now that we don’t have you
and though i was a mummys girl
i knew i was still part of your world
I was not the best
Guilty of neglect
But you know daddy dearest
I had so much respect
I always loved you
My dad, my star
Now my pain is
To worship you from afar
I love you now
As I did back then
I just hope... one day
I will see you again
I am so proud of you
Brave and strong to the end
Now when asked “how are you?”
There is no need to pretend
SLEEP TIGHT DAD AND GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS
Forever in my heart x I LOVE AND MISS YOU DAD X
ALL MY LOVE FOREVER BERNIE XX XX XX
thinking of you
just a short note to let you know we are thinking of you today and always love sherry mick and family xxxx
still missing you so much
just passing by to give you hugs and kisses dad xoxoxox i love and miss you so much !
i wish you was here... life is never gonna be the same is it ? .. thanx for ur message ..i will b ok with time but the missing and hurting never goes away .. how can we ever be a complete family without you ? i know we have mum and each other but we dont have you ! i love you..Bernie xx
MEMORIES
MEMORIES
I opened up a box one day
What treasures did I find!
Letters and some photographs
Of days we left behind
I drifted back to yesterday
The thought was oh, so clear
For just a moment, anyway
It felt like you were here
I smile when I think of you
Sometimes I cry so much
I'm all alone without you now
I crave to feel your touch
But God had other plans for you
An Angel he did find
So now my box of memories
Is all that's left behind
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Hiya Dad !!
I dont even know what to write because there is so much inside to say , but i dont know where to start...
I MISS YOU so much ....and its hurting....it hurts and aches like nothing ive ever felt before , and it wont go away, people tell me it gets easier with time , but it isnt , its getting harder and hurting more...
im not even sure what im missing the most .....you as you was when you passed or the dad i had as a little girl and the dad i have the memories of...
i would give the world to have you back , i never believed anything could ever hurt this much .....
i love you dad .....sleep tight ...and R.I.P ...
All my love Bernie XX XX
XX HAPPY BIRTHDAY XX
I CAME IN TO WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIM WE ARE ALL THINKING OF YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS SAY HI TO EVERYONE FOR ME R.I.P JIM LOVE ALWAYS SHERRY MICK AND FAMILY XXXX
THANKYOU DAD
OK NOW I HAVE MY HEAD AROUND YESTADAY DAD IVE COME TO THANK YOU..........I DID IT DAD :P ......I FINALLY HAVE A FULL UK LICENSE (AND NOT THE BERNI LICENSE I WAS DRIVING ON FOR 5 YEARS :P) YEAH I FINALLY LET THAT ATTITUDE GO THAT KEPT SAAYING THEY COULDNT TAKE WHAT I DIDNT HAVE.......AND NOW I HAVE IT .......DAD YOU KNOW HOW WHENEVER I NEED PIECE OF MIND I ALWAYS SEE A MAGPIE.....WELL I KNOW YOU WAS THERE YESTADAY I WAS ON MY TEST THAT WENT ON LONGER THAN 40 MINUTES AND TO BE HONEST I REALLY THOUGHT I HAD FAILED THE EXAMINER WAS AN ASS...I TRIED TO LIGHTEN HIM UP AND CHAT TO HIM BUT HE WASNT HAVING NONE OF IT AND WE WAS DRIVING TOWARDS THE BEACH ON A COUNTRY LANE AND I WAS SIGHING TO MYSELF ...AND ONE MAGPIE FLEW ACROSS THE FRONT OF THE CAR ...I KNEW YOU WAS WITH ME THEN DAD ...I KNEW YOU WAS WATCHING ME ...AND I FELT MORE EASY...SO THANKYOU...
I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH DAD ....ALL MY LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS ......BERNIE XX
AND DAD LOOK DOWN ON THAT MAN OF MINE AND LOOK AFTER HIM FOR ME ....BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ...I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT HIM...
XXXX
Glorious moonlight shimmers through my window from Yonder light from heaven's gate to the earthly place.
The warmth and love you gave us all lasts forever.
Even though we're not together we adore you still forever
DAD IF I COULD HAVE ONE WISH
♥ If I could have one wish ♥
♥ If i could wish upon a star ♥
♥ I would wish for you back here ♥
♥ I know you're happy where you are ♥
♥ But i miss you and want you near ♥
♥ Although i see you everyday ♥
♥ In my thoughts and in my dreams ♥
♥ I miss you more than words can say ♥
♥ It just gets worse, it seems ♥
♥ I try to be strong for others around ♥
♥ But all i want to do is cry ♥
♥ I just sit for hours by myself ♥
♥ And ask the question 'Why'? ♥
♥ It's the strongest pain I've ever felt ♥
♥ I don't think I could describe it ♥
♥ Although I try, I do my best ♥
♥ I don't think that I can hide it ♥
♥ My life will never be the same ♥
♥ That's why it's hard to bear ♥
♥ Because since the day you left us ♥
♥ I think that life's not fair ♥
♥ Some things seem not to matter now ♥
♥ Even things that mattered before ♥
♥ You have no idea what I would give up ♥
♥ To make this pain less sore ♥
♥ People say we'll meet again ♥
♥ And yeah I know that's true ♥
♥ But I wish it didn't have to be this way ♥
♥ Because you know how much I miss you ♥
♥ I love you with all my heart and soul ♥
♥ And there's one thing you need to know ♥
♥ There's not one person in the human race ♥
♥ That could ever take your place ♥
I CANT SLEEP
ANYWAY DAD IM GONNA GO AND SIGN OFF NOW BECAUSE IM JUST MAKING MYSELF SO ANGRY WITH THE WHAT IFS AND WHY'S THAT YOUR WIFE WONT ANSWER FOR ME..BUT IM THINKING OF YOU ALL DAY DAD I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE COME AND SEE ME IN MY DREAMS TONIGHT LET ME KNOW YOU ARE OK DAD I LOVE YOU ALL MY LOVE BERNI XX
I CANT SLEEP
IT FELT SO WRONG EVERYONE WAS GOING ON WITH THEIR DAY TO DAY LIFE YET OURS HAD BEEN RIPPED RIGHT AWAY IT SEEMED SO UNFAIR DAD,IF ITS TAUGHT ME ANYTHING THOUGH DAD ITS TAUGHT ME NEVER TO TAKE ANYONE FOR GRANTED ,MAKE THE MOST OF ALL THE PEOPLE YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE ,YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THEY WONT BE THERE WITH YOU,ITS TAUGHT ME ITS NOT WHAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE BUT RATHER WHO YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE THAT MAKES IT VALUABLE DAD,AND LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX AND AS HAPPY AS POSSIBLE BECAUSE LIFES TOO SHORT TO LIVE IT UNHAPPILY, THERE IS SO MUCH I WISH YOU COULD OF BEEN AND COULD BE HERE FOR,AND ITS TAUGHT ME DAD TO ALWAYS LET THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE KNOW I LOVE THEM AS THEY MAY NOT BE HERE TOMORROW TO HEAR THEM 3 WORDS AND WHILST ITS JUST 3 LITTLE WORDS THEY ARE THEY MOST IMPORTANT WORDS IN THE WORLD STRANGE THAT HUH OF ALL THE THINGS IN THE WORLD THOSE 3 WORDS MEAN THE MOST.
I CANT EVEN GET TO THE CEMETRY TODAY DAD I CANT COME AND PUT FLOWERS DOWN AND I CANT COME AND SIT FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND TALK TO YOU AND I CANT EVEN COME OUTSIDE AND LOOK UP AT YOUR STAR AND TALK TO YOU BECAUSE I DONT GET 5 MINUTES ALONE WHERE SOMEONE AINT BOTHERING ME AND FOLLOWING ME OR WANTING SOMETHING AND ITS DOING MY HEAD IN BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DONT GET NO PEACE TO BE ALONE I JUST WANT SOME SPACE WITH MY THOUGHTS IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK, IT SEEMS TO BE DAD , AND YOU AINT HERE TO MAKE SOME SUGGESTIONS IT SUX DAD ALOT AND NOWW I CAN FEEL MYSELF STARTING TO GET REALLY ANGRY COS I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE TO LEAVE ME ALONE ...AND WHEN I DO TELL THEM THEN THEY START ACTING LIKE IM SO IN THE WRONG FFS DAD WHAT DO I DO...
I HATE 18TH SEPTEMBER DAD I HATE 5.15AM ......
I HATE IT THAT YOU WAS ALONE...I HATE IT THAT YOU MAY OF BEEN SCARED..I HATE IT THAT I WASNT WITH YOU ..NO I HATE IT THAT NO-ONE WAS WITH YOU..I HATE IT THAT YOU HAVE GONE AND LEFT US TO GET ON WITHOUT YOU AND ITS SO DAMN HARD..LOL I HATE IT THAT TELLING YOU I SOUND ALL AMERICANISED (THE INTERNET HAS ALOT TO ANSWER FOR).. I WENT ON YOUR ALTERNATIVE SITE DAD THE ONE YOUR WIFE DID FOR YOU THEY HAVENT EVEN BOTHERED TO GO IN AND LIGHT A CANDLE FOR YOU YET..THEY WONT LIKE SOME OF THE TRUTHS I PUT ON THERE BUT I DONT CARE DAD UR WIFE HAD WROTE LIES I HATE LIES SO I HAD TO PUT THE TRUTH..AND I HAD TO LET EVERYONE ELSE KNOW TOO..
THEY COULDNT WAIT TO SELL YOUR MOTORBIKE DAD AND YOUR VAN YET LISA OFFERED TO BUY YOUR VAN....THE DAY YOU DIED DAD THAT NIGHT YOUR WIFE AND HER KIDS HAD A BONFIRE IN THE GARDEN AND THEY BURNT ALL YOUR BELONGINGS I MEAN WTF!! ..
YOU DIED AT 5.15AM BY THE TIME WE WENT TO YOUR HOUSE DAD AT 9.30AM YOUR ROOM HAD BEEN EMPTIED THERE WAS NO SIGN THAT U HAD EVER BEEN THERE IT HAD BEEN CLEARED ..DAD THATS SO NOT NORMAL IN ANYWAY...WHAT WAS THEY HIDING DAD ..I KNOW SHE WAS TURNING UP YOUR OXYGEN MACHINE TO MAKE YOU MORE DEPENDANT ON IT BUT I DUNNO DAD THERES MORE THAN MEETING THE EYE TO ME ..
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